| Monday, March 21, 2011 |
| Waiting... |
Is it real no more LOVE between us?I still at the same place suffering for diz things alone..5th of jan u force me to break,den u wif him 2gether...i cant accept the truth and im escaping the truth..i felt suffer..at the 1st,i real angry at u,angry at wad u did to me..y 2 years u can betray me..y u can do diz things 2 me?!but now,i had no more anger but still at here waiting for u..
How many month had past,how many month u had leave me..everynite i drink for my sadness..i noe i cant forget it..but i can escape it dat tym..Hope dat i can drunk everynite,but i cant..i wana to drunk so much..I AM FUCKING SUFFER!!!!!
At 1st,i hope i can end my life jz like dat ony..But at the 19 of march,i been rob by some malay dogs,my head was bitten using somethings and broke..At dat time,i dont wana die,I wana c u..All my mind is u..I hope i can service..Bless the god for protecting me..
Today is my bday..im still the same,drinking alone at home..And im waiting for ur wish...I know is me self think too much..u were not my who oso..The truth is im crying like hell tonight..I miss u so so much..sigh..
Maggred Yong Shu Yih..Im still waiting too u...Im still love u till now..I MISS U SO SO MUCH..I Love You..
At last,I wana tel u,when u r tired,plz remeber me,im still waiting for u..im still at the same place,same way waiting for u... HAPPY MEANINGLESS TO MYSELF TT_TT
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| Monday, August 30, 2010 |
| Taiwan@KK@Msia |
Just back from Taiwan ...When reach there,felt it was a high techno country((compare wif Malaysia@Sabah@Kota Kinabalu))That is a real nice country..people friendly,polite n the place are so peaceful..Hope the future can work there..At there,main language is chinese,make me more like it..
 The time for fun most very fast,rest a week but felt not enuf..hope cn continue rest but sure cnt..need to earn money..haizz...
Malaysia is a nice country,but diz few day happen so much things in this country..even the malay ask us to back China..how cnan we accepet this word??If This is nt our country,Izit urs only??what did you guys study at the school??Please think use ur mind,nt ur ass..i m a chinese n i love my country..dont make our country unpeace with those making things happen...Can all the malaysia leader compare our country with other please??Dont make things more in ur own country,Just make ur own country war between each other and show the ugly side of our country to other country.. |
| posted by shen @ 3:26 PM |
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| Tuesday, July 13, 2010 |
| SuperWoman~ |
| long tym din update it bca i m bz for my work...2day i wil take sumtym 2 blog jz wana sy it out b4 its was too later.... Everyone noe,suyi was the 1 st at my hum...bt who is the 2nd?izit my friends or buddy?start 2 days...wil b my mum... She was jz like a superwoman...without her,i wil nt b here...all her forgiveness was much 4 me..everytym done wrong sumthings,she jz wil sy it slowly n sy nvm...bt nw,she was some ages n start to tired...time prove everythings...time wil nt go bak..she wil nt gt the strength bak jz like laztym..start tired fighting 4 our lives... Our family economy is getting worse..the shop owner take bak our shop...i noe is time 4 me to change to feed diz family..bt mum jz wil nt let it..when i gip her my atm card..i told her to take all the money 4 starting a new business ..bt she jz ignor n rpy with a word.......'ur mum still cn do it'..bt i noe she was tired... I real dono wad to do nw...jz cn hope god bless...U were my superwoman in my whole life... |
| posted by shen @ 2:32 PM |
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| Monday, April 5, 2010 |
| Haiz... |
| Finally my skul had end..No final exam...Jz Start a new work...no tym rest..B4 diz bz for skul..n nw bz 4 mt job..tired...No time spending wif dear..haiz... |
| posted by shen @ 12:33 PM |
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| Thursday, January 21, 2010 |
| NewLife.. |
Hmmm...real sry bout so loooong tym din update my blog...tym pas so faz in my life..paz without giving me noe...my relaitionship,lover,life change so 4 diz year...
LOVER SuYi:
v both change alot..1 year pass n v still 2gether..laz year,many things happen between us...argue,sweet 2gether,wad oso had happen..hmmm...diz let us noe more each other..diz year oso..jz start d new year,i did a veli wrong things 2 u..15/01/2010..wil nt 4gip my self at diz date..i m sry..17/01/2010..saw u cry lyk dat..dono wad 2 do..my heart tears cum out..hurting u deeply..1st time cry 4 a guys lyk diz izit??haiz..real sry..wil nt 4get d tym at SUTRA...real sry..
FRIENDS:
real dono hw 2 start diz topic if sy till friends..friends iz gt many..bt after ah fu ask me cn i count hw many friends was real thru heart..i nt dare 2 count..bcz of i noe friends dat real means BRO real less 2 me..gt oso those same face ony...jz cn noe who real means friend in my heart was OLIVER,SEAN and others..are diz world real cruel.....nvm~~
Life:
life.??!!!hahahaha...change alot oso..nt d one at la salle anymore..dat Jackson yong dono go where edi..mayb i change bcz of my age increase..do u think a person lyk me wil study??sure no rite..bt i gt la..even in d hotel line..haha..gono 2 pratical soon at BEVERLY HOTEL 4 2months...hmmm..dono iz a suitable job 4 me o nt..i study iz 4 my feauture..nowadays,the world was vry cruel..even gurl was very cruel..wan her 2 marry u,u need 5C..Credit Card,Cash,Condominuim,Cerfiticate and Car...wad the hack..cn hw..GUYS,are u suffer??== |
| posted by shen @ 9:17 AM |
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| Friday, October 16, 2009 |
| Moody week |
Hmm..weather iz bcum more teribble..make me so moody..
Izit d weather make it o bcz of u no tym spend wif me make me moody??i dono..i real dono..plz dn ask me..nw u strt 4 part tym work gain..more no tym wif me..haizz..i din think iz ur wrong oso..cz u wn money,n i cnt gip u dat much u wn..wad cn do..useless d oso own self..haizz..
Laz9 watch muvy..still ok..cz u were bside me..ur sis..drive so hen == bt when iz tym 2 bak..mood changing..haiz..wtf happen 2 me??
2nite go drink for ah mon bday((hiltop,doll house))..hope 2 drunk,bt iz no meaning 4 me 2 drunk..d next day wake up oso will turning bak those mood..
Scare 2 argue wif u,scare 2 loose u,u noe o nt??i nw so woory bout u..u 1st tym work 4 ppl..izit suffer 2 u??hmmm..think 2 much..
Nth write edi..............................((stop here))................................. |
| posted by shen @ 1:11 AM |
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| Saturday, October 3, 2009 |
| boooring... |
Nth happen diz few month...hahahaha~o mayb iz me 2 lazy o..kaka..lazy type ni..aiks..
Nwjz waiting 4 her bday cum..her bday cum,my money out == duii..cn hw..1 year 1 tym..sure wn out money d la..
Aiks..tired d la life..nw going 2 bed..2moro wana jogging..gud nite... |
| posted by shen @ 10:56 AM |
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